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Post by Charlotte on Oct 17, 2005 19:59:29 GMT -5
Hey guys! An update for you.... My hCG levels are down to 14. Which explains why I was feeling overwhelmed this weekend. I'm not sure how I feel about this. On one hand I know this is a good thing. I will begin to feel more like me again soon. On the other hand, it's kind of sad. We weren't planning on a 5th child and I'm not sure how we would have made it all work and yet, it's sad to know that all that was left of that pregnancy is now gone. My DH who I thought was really in the mind set of being done having kids said yesterday, we're really not trying to have another baby but ,if it happens it happens. We'll take whatever comes our way. I was floored!! I'm ok with it but I was just taken aback. We worry about our return to fertility after this m/c. Going to really have to check temps and charts for a long time. I feel like I've been run over by a truck. I'm getting my DS's cold and it has been a long long journey so far. I expect that I will have rough days ahead of me. I'm sure when we eventually tell our family will be tough. But , then again they really don't need to know. They are living quite happily in their ignorance . Charlotte
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Post by amyldougj on Oct 18, 2005 13:46:45 GMT -5
Charlotte, I'm sorry you are going through all of this. I know how you feel. My last pg was our 5th child and we didnt know how we were going to do it but now that he is gone all I can think about is another child. I hope you feel better soon
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Post by kurby68 on Oct 19, 2005 17:36:04 GMT -5
I am glad that your levels down but yes it is sad how one event changes our lives. If you need anything we are here.
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