joy
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Post by joy on Jul 19, 2005 19:07:54 GMT -5
Well I wasn't going to come back here anymore because I have miscarried or will be soon and the sadness is so profound that I did not want to talk to anyone...but here I am writing thru the blur of my tears...I went in today for another routine u/s and we did not see the heartbeat this time...My husband is in Japan and it was just my son in the room with me...He asked the doctor if the heartbeat will come back later...I just broke down. I am trying to be strong for my son and cannot get a grip. I now have to tell everyone about this and reveal my pain to everyone. I sent out the bulk email to most people but I still will have those later who will comment about my pregnancy. I will have a D-n-C on Thursday morning. I sat here trying to make up my mind if I wanted to do it naturally or have the procedure and I sat there still feeling sick to my stomach and looking at my larger stomach and boobs, I just could not handle waiting. I need closure. I do not want to keep feeling and looking pregnant if I am not! I know I am so sad because it just happened today...hopefully I will be better tomorrow. I just keep hugging my son and wrapping heart around the miracle that surrounds him.
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Post by kurby68 on Jul 19, 2005 19:18:58 GMT -5
Oh Joy my heart breaks for you. I wish I had words of wisdom to make this a little easier for you.
((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))
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Post by Heather (hlam) on Jul 19, 2005 19:37:14 GMT -5
Joy, I am so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family! I know that you said that you thought about not coming back here but I hope that you find comfort knowing that the people here care about you! Heather
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Post by thurese on Jul 19, 2005 23:37:58 GMT -5
Joy, I am so very sorry to hear about your loss. Please know that there are many women who are praying for you and your family during this extremely difficult time. ~Thurese
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Post by justinsmomma on Jul 20, 2005 4:54:20 GMT -5
Oh hunny I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. We would like to continue helping you through this if you let us. We have all been there. :0( What a shock it must've been after seeing the HB numerous times. I can't even imagine.
Lots of HUGS during your time of sorrow. I am so sorry your son had to be there too. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
HUGS HUGS HUGS
Kris
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Post by gobigred on Jul 20, 2005 9:03:12 GMT -5
Joy: I could see how your son's words would make you cry. Sometimes I wish the world worked the way it does in a kid's head...... I hope your husband returns soon. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Nancy
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micki
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Post by micki on Jul 21, 2005 11:23:23 GMT -5
Joy,
My heart is broken for you and your family. I am thinking and praying for you.
Micki
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