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Post by amyldougj on Jun 22, 2005 12:31:38 GMT -5
Hello,
I went and had blood pg test done today. The nurse said that they should have the results back in about a hour. I'm giving my Ob till 4pm today and if he has not called them I will call him.
I am so scared. I want to be pg so bad that I am afraid of what he is going to say. I'm going to be a basket case all day till I find out and then if it is neg I know I will be having a bad night.
Amy
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Post by reedstephstuff on Jun 22, 2005 15:33:30 GMT -5
Okay, Amy.... It's after 4pm. What is up?
*CROSSING MY FINGERS FOR YOU*
Steph
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Lauren
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Post by Lauren on Jun 22, 2005 18:04:12 GMT -5
Hi Amy, Good Luck! I am keeping my fingers crossed for you! Lauren
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Post by amyldougj on Jun 22, 2005 18:46:56 GMT -5
Thanks but the ob office called and said that it was neg. I guess it could be to early to tell. I guess I wont lose all hope until AF shows up. Thanks for the support Amy
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Post by kurby68 on Jun 22, 2005 22:04:42 GMT -5
Sorry Amy. I know how dissappointing that is.
(((((((hugs)))))))
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Post by Blighted Ovum Board Admin on Jun 22, 2005 22:09:27 GMT -5
{{{{{{{Amy}}}}}}}}}
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Post by amyldougj on Jun 23, 2005 0:45:59 GMT -5
It has been such a bad night. When does your heart stop breaking? My heart feels so broken and I dont know how to fix it. I just feel so sad and alone tonight. I dont know what to do. Amy
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Post by justinsmomma on Jun 23, 2005 4:01:37 GMT -5
Oh Amy,
Big big HUGS. I promise you that in time your heart will mend. Never quite "heal" but certainly won't be in such a hurtful state all the time.
I will pray that you and all of the wonderful ladies here will receive their blessing of a healthy baby when the time is right.
HUGS HUGS HUGS
Kris
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Post by kurby68 on Jun 23, 2005 7:19:59 GMT -5
Every month for 8 months I cried every time I either got af or a bfn. It is so devastating when all you want is your baby. I do promise it does get better as you heal, but it is still hard.
(((((((((hugs)))))))) Kallie
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Post by amyldougj on Jul 1, 2005 0:18:03 GMT -5
another bad day. I had my hcg tested again and again it was neg. I am such a dumbass. I dont know why I keep putting myself through this. I know I cant be pg and my mind wont let me forget anything. I even felt pg this time. I kinda look like it also. My stomach is so bloated its not funny. I have taken so many dollar pg test its not even funny. I cant stop. I am a pee stick junkie. How do you ladies get over the loss and move on? I just need so help tonight. I'm tired of feeling this way. I just want my body back to normal and my broken heart to start minding.
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Post by justinsmomma on Jul 1, 2005 4:43:12 GMT -5
All I can do is send a great big HUG and let you know I am thinking of you hun. I am so sorry you are going through all this. When the time is right, you will be pregnant...and all of this sadness and confusion will be just a blur....I promise!!!!!!!
I wish I could HUG you in person!!!!!!!!!! I feel your pain in your msg and it breaks my heart.
HUGS
Kris
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micki
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Post by micki on Jul 1, 2005 9:34:28 GMT -5
Amy,
Im so sorry for the pain that you are feeling. When you want a baby so bad it is all that you can think of. Its consuming. I know that I had pg symptoms (even when my dh had been in Iraq for 2 months) I wanted it so bad, I justified and had reasons on how me being pg was even possible. You are in my thoghts and my prayers.
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Post by kurby68 on Jul 1, 2005 20:57:24 GMT -5
Amy
I am so sorry for what you are going through. It is so hard I was consumed w/ the need to be pg every month I drove everyone in sight insane. I wish I could give you a magic fix that would take the pain away. I found that time was the thing that I needed most.
On a month that I finally seemed less obsessed we only bd 2 times and it was when dh initiated it not when the time was "right: according to everything. The time was right because I am now pg.
I thank my dh for putting up w/ my insanity. It is so scary when I think how I was but it is part of the healing process. For me I was looking for control of anything.
((((((((((((hugs))))))))))) I hope that tomorrow brings a better day for you.
Take care
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Post by amyldougj on Jul 1, 2005 21:28:54 GMT -5
Thank you ladies!!!!!!I needed all the support!!!!!I was still a mess this morning because I had to tell someone I was no longer pg and lost it but I am better tonight. I have about once a week that I loose control and I guess it was last night. Thanks again for all the support and have a happy and safe 4th of July Amy
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Post by kurby68 on Jul 2, 2005 9:41:29 GMT -5
Amy
I hope that you have a great Holiday weekend.
Take care Kallie
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