Post by paige on Jul 12, 2011 0:20:24 GMT -5
Well, it all started in either November or December of 2010,
I was dating a guy off an on for about 5 years, and he was the type of guy that if I didn't basically give it up he'd cheat on me or leave me, so I did it. An he refused to use a condom or pull out an a few weeks after that (the night before Christmas Eve) i found out I was pregnant, i took six home pregnancy tests, and they all came back positive, than i went to the doctor an took another one, and that one came back positive too. and they said my estimated due date was August 18th, 2011. and Even though I didn't plan on getting pregnant i loved my baby more than anything in the world, the doctor told me I was about five weeks along and i took my vitamins like I was supposed to and one night when i was about 9 or 10 wks along i started spotting, an i FLIPPED out like bad and mt grandma and mom said that that was normal early in pregnancy but I knew something was wrong it just didnt feel right, the next day i was still spotting and went to the hospital and they may i may be having a M/C and i flipped even more, than later that night my stomach an back hurt really really bad, so i went back to the hospital and they did a ultrasound of my stomach and they couldnt even see my uterus and thats where they told me i had a tilted uterus and they had to do the other kind of sonogram, and they said either i had a Blighted Ovum or i was very early along and it made no since if i was very early along bc a took a test nine weeks earlyer, and i had prayed and prayed for my baby to still be there, and i went to a doctors appointment at my OBGYN and they did blood tests and they said my HGC levels had gone down, and my heart sank, and a went to see my current boyfriend, and honestly if he wasnt there to hug me and tell me it was all going to be okay i'd probably be dead right now, bc i was so ready to end it all, bc at that point i lost anything and everything i ever truly loved, im still heart broken about it,,
--Paigee
I was dating a guy off an on for about 5 years, and he was the type of guy that if I didn't basically give it up he'd cheat on me or leave me, so I did it. An he refused to use a condom or pull out an a few weeks after that (the night before Christmas Eve) i found out I was pregnant, i took six home pregnancy tests, and they all came back positive, than i went to the doctor an took another one, and that one came back positive too. and they said my estimated due date was August 18th, 2011. and Even though I didn't plan on getting pregnant i loved my baby more than anything in the world, the doctor told me I was about five weeks along and i took my vitamins like I was supposed to and one night when i was about 9 or 10 wks along i started spotting, an i FLIPPED out like bad and mt grandma and mom said that that was normal early in pregnancy but I knew something was wrong it just didnt feel right, the next day i was still spotting and went to the hospital and they may i may be having a M/C and i flipped even more, than later that night my stomach an back hurt really really bad, so i went back to the hospital and they did a ultrasound of my stomach and they couldnt even see my uterus and thats where they told me i had a tilted uterus and they had to do the other kind of sonogram, and they said either i had a Blighted Ovum or i was very early along and it made no since if i was very early along bc a took a test nine weeks earlyer, and i had prayed and prayed for my baby to still be there, and i went to a doctors appointment at my OBGYN and they did blood tests and they said my HGC levels had gone down, and my heart sank, and a went to see my current boyfriend, and honestly if he wasnt there to hug me and tell me it was all going to be okay i'd probably be dead right now, bc i was so ready to end it all, bc at that point i lost anything and everything i ever truly loved, im still heart broken about it,,
--Paigee